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Happy Birthday to me , Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me….

Hmm..this year i m unable to celebrate my birthday with my family….I think in the following years…it is quite difficult for me to celebrate my birthday at home. Anyway, this year, my birthday is not "grey" at all. I would like to thanks to all the ppl that greet me on my birthday. Let’s list down their name:

Daddy, mummy, sister, ah vui, ah soon, my TE4 classmates (24 of you all), pei zhen, yu min, caroline, peter, parween, marie, wan bing, see nga, ong, alex, ah d, ah fei, kim wah(malau…haha), justina, john, and some of my e-frens(MSN and friendster) ……..

Thank YOu….and Wish You Happy All The TIme…….

Wow..it has been a long time that i didnt post any blog. Quite busy recently…… in this 3 months ..i m having a lot of fun but also facing a lot of sadness. 3 weeks ago, when i just came back from my hometown, I really can’t adapt myself to this environment. But now , i think is ok ..cuz all the assignment, coursework, social activities had fully occupied my time. There is no time for me to fall sick..( I mean home sick ).

This is a short semester, so, everything is squeezed together. 3 weeks later, i will leave this polluted environment and go to another place, Setapak. (no comment on that place) Hope there is not a hell for me but heaven cuz i will be living there for 3 years. Not a short period. Hmmm….Hope the time run or fly quicker and faster so that i can go back to heaven again……….

Since when? Mask become an essential thing in our life? Mask become part of our body..Human nowaday have their own masks….maybe 1 or maybe more than 1….When you are trying to know a person( maybe js around few months) , the mask that wear by him or her is invisible….You can’t really know that what is the real thing behind the mask…….An angel face??or a devil.??However, this situation will not last long as the magic of the mask will slowly disappear…the face of a person….FUll with selfishness…conspiratorial…the dark site, a deep hole that you can see through it……so, if u are not aware of it….u will be one of the victim and fall in the hole…..no one is willing to give you a hand….even the angel….~~~

Huh….finally I can take a deep breathe…After the Public Speaking test, i rushed back to home….For wat?? For nothing…js to leave the dirty and polluted environmnt in sch….I wonder how the students who take chemistry can stand for the smell of the chemicals( alkene and alkane) and summore is corrosive(sulphuric acid)…If js now i stay 1 more minute in the lab, i think i wouldn’t have a chance to write this blog cuz maybe i will lie on the hospital bed…Hehe..a bit "hyperboled" (dunno how to spell) but its true…..

After finish all my things, i opened my mail box and found that there was an email from someone i dunno..the email raise my curiousity…..The content of the email sounds like this….Men are more loyal than women in love…..my head was js full with question marks.(???) …..is it true??

In the email…it proposed that once a man fall in love( 1st love or true Love) they will try their best to maintain it…women do that so…..but once the love was ended by some factors…..they will dig a grave for the love in their heart. However, women will throw it away and find a better one….men do that too but they wouldn’t love the  2nd ,3rd and the others girls….maybe we can use the verb like or we can say that these love are attached with other factors mayb they js love for sex…filling their free time…..feel pity to the girl or other reasons……For women, they will not think back the previous relationship, they will only concentrate in now……..

Huh.>!!! So, guys….!!is it true???

Timeless……….is a song that sing by Korean singers Xiah(DBSK) and Chong Li-Yi….A song title that can fully describe my situation now…because it will be the busiest weeks in my second semester. Lets count….there will be 3 assignments, 4 tests, 1 presentation in the coming 2 weeks…

Wow….Oh MY God.!!!Help!!!! are what I want to shout out now. Today, I really feel that I am not a student..What had i did??? I dunno that there is a Biology report that I should hand in today…..and the most serious thing is I dunno there will be a test at 2.30pm…..and i totally didn’t do revision on this subject…But luckily….I have some helpful friends….giving tips…borrow me their reports…….haha…then only i can solve all the things..

So, I think i should start all my things right now……..so that i won’t say that I m "timeless" in the last minute………Wakaka…..but…….js let me have a rest 1st….Good Nite…..zzzZZzZZ..

Sometimes, somethings u know but it doesn’t show through somebody face…At that time, u will feel 110% of sadness…disappointed. Is there any method can cure the sadness in just a short time? No one knows….they know but they wouldn’t really share….because the world nowadays is full with reality. Everyone is selfish so do I….they wouldn’t think about others’ feelings cuz they were hurt before so…a protect system will then on automatically to protect themselve…THaT’s called—SELFISHNESS………(1)

I love friday cuz there will be no class on saturday.

I love friday cuz there are only 1 subject on that day.

I love friday cuz i can date with my love one.(Of course my lovely sis lah)

I love friday cuz i can leave PJ–the polluted city.

I love friday cuz i can feel wat i were feeling in my hometown.(i mean in Sg.Long)

Js finish the third paper….mathematic..really thanks for the tips that was gave by our lecturer…Mr.Chia….Thank you.!! HAha…but still, i got a bit regret as i only read the tips…n didnt try to do….BUt..it’s over..as long as i can get a A or A-….hehe…

Next.. will be the econs exam. the most boring subject…n i wonder what is the reason we take this paper…But nevermind…i m motivated by the mathematic paper to do my best in the next 3 papers..

ERm…how is sis’s test???

Hope she will be alright….then we can go back happily….and also wanna warn something to stay away from my sis……THAT Is…RESIT……dun disturb our original plan and dun make me go back alone…."Thanks for ur co-operation,RESIT!!"

To clearify something..u must ask…y r u sure that u wont resit for any subject??heHE..not because i m sure i will pass all….but there is no resit for foundation course…If i m the failure for any paper..i will need to take it again next semester….what an embrassing thing…..SO…prey to the GOD 1st….Bye..!!!

The 1st day of 2006, i didnt celebrate it with my family but i was forced to leave my hometown and went to a place that i never go before—>National Service Camp. Before that, i never joined in any camping activities. My life just filled with books…and my activities area is only school and my home….

So, that time considered as the 1st time i leave home for so long time and going to a place that far from home…FOr sure, i m scare and not adapt with the environment there…at the 1st week, i was placed in a trainer’s room due to the insufficient of room…i feel that i m isolated with the world outside…and i dun even eat properly for one meal because of serious home sick..

As time passed away, i meet a lot of friends and they are very friendly..and nice..we experienced a lot of things that some of them wouldn’t get it in their life….we bath together in a big bathroom..with sarung…we ate together in a big canteen at the same time..we slept together and shared our happiness and home sick together…we went to class together day and night…n also we went to pray at every Sunday together..(pray for our SPM results)…

A lot of joyful moment we passed together…although sometime we will quarrel but we are still friends…Day after day…3 months time passed away and we had to say good bye….went back to our hometown respectively…

HAha….but we still had a chance to meet each other—>Pulau Perhentian Trip…

THank you.. MARY..ICE..SEE NGAH…n many…….of my friends…..because all of u brought me a happy moment…Thank you……